Friday, December 02, 2005

Its been awhile.

Its been 2 years and a bit since I last made an entry in this blog. What got me back on to this page? Well I have always contemplated getting into blogging once again but never went ahead with the idea because admittedly, I lack the discipline it takes to log on and write about my day.

:) Coming back here has been a nostalgic short 20 minute read. Reading my past entries made me realise more about myself that I never thought I knew. For the first time I felt like I was looking into a window and seeing in there, myself. For the first time I feel exposed.... to me.

Where have I been these past 2 years? What has happened? What has changed? Much has. When I first started this blog in June 03 it was my intention that I should remain anonymous. No close friend of mine is to know I have a blog and read it. Even if they did, they were not to know its by me. It was meant to be the online notebook of my very personal thoughts, innermost ramblings and downright truthful feelings. An outlet for my self expression. However of late I am starting to feel differently about things. Maybe I shouldn't be so concerned about people who are close to me knowing my thoughts. Maybe I shouldn't mind if my life is an open book. Maybe. Well that is left to be seen. For now, anonymous is good.

I'm glad to be in here. I shall start putting in regular entries. I guess this is the longest hiatus anyone has ever taken from their blog. 2.5 years !

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